The Wait is almost over

Tonight am an unsettled soul, not out of worry or anxiety but of a much happier sense. Tomorrow, is no ordinary day. The wait has been great, very maturing and now tomorrow the reward of seeing and being with my boo comes to fruition. I am very excited and have worked my work plan tomorrow to see to it that 5pm finds me walking down to where he will be. I finally get to have mmy other half back and I am more than excited am thrilled. so much to talk about and catch up on!!! Looking forward to seeing him again and spending all the time I can with him. Meanwhile to get my mind off the time count down (its less than 20 hours now) I went out for my of late favourite evening meal, tuna sandwitch and hot chocolate with great company of my friend and wonderful sister. took the picture with my sister's iphone since I lost mine but forgot to download them. maybe they will come later. looking forward to blogging about tomorroww Sweet dreams everybody!!

My life or the lack of it!

I have been thinking of what to write about and everytime I open my blog page and the blank white box is staring at me, i think, what am i going to write about....? There i realise uhhh nothing now maybe later when something worth writing about happens!! its been almost a week and NOTHING!

so i ask myself is my life that boring? have i been sucked into the mundane road of routine!! that is a depressing feeling so i look at it in another way. Maybe I am just not opening myself up to the small beauties of life that have been passing me by without noticing. Forgive this line of thinking i am too anti-negative I try to think of another reason that would make a brighter positive problem.

Anyway I spent the whole weekend home doing nothing extra ordinary rather than dragging my feet, watching t.v (where i ate lunch for three hours) was stuck to the screen i forgot to eat so it was probably one fork bite per 20 mins. haahaha anyway i log for some adventure outside the norm of what i have now. Hoping with the return of the boo that will be possible. i guess now i can get my slow ass up and get ready for church. Something to look forward to outside the house.

Just looking for some excitement hope i dont regret it:)

any ideas people? Happy Sunday:)

The Skit Guys, God Your Companion II (NYWC 2010, San Diego)

Hey People these guys just blow me away!!! Check them out on their website theskitguys.com or their you tube videos. They are funny and i almost fell off my chair (Seriously) watching their Adam and Eve skit but then they also have some great skits that make you think seriously about your Christian life. Like the one above enjoy!!

KOKOROKO

I actually love this song and it has been on my mind all day.... so I blog what is on my mind and here it is:)) Enjoy!!
Happy Thursdays:)

Liar?

I am battling with myself on having to lie to everybody so as to get something of major importance to my life done. My brain has worked out this air tight story and its one whole huge lie!! Is it ok to lie to get some time for your life and happiness?

Well let us see how it goes and if I can get away with it.
Anyone ever had to tell a huge lie that you think of long before you tell it?

Be Careful What You Wish For

When I was still at Uni, I wished to get a stable job before I graduated. I got it, and it was a wonderful experience, I made many friends and learnt sooo much. in a short time more responsibility was handed to me. all was great and for the first few months I was walking on the clouds knowing I am the luckiest person I know. Then i got used to the system and the work became more and more of a task. Then the feeling of exploitation came in when I was told I was not going to be paid for longer than I thought. Is this what i really wished for?

I started wishing for a good paying job or some thing better than being exploited of my talent. When you dont specify you let anything be a possibility right? So i got a job offer, it was paying 5times more but then had nothing to do with my passion and what I love (Film and its relatives). I got the pay I lost doing what I loved.

Of late it has been soooo hot!! i was taking close to 5 litres a day of water and I have never sweated so much in my life!! It was so bad no one would walk out in the afternoon coz it was too hot to be out. i would even work a few extra hours till evening when the sun has set so that I could take my evening walk home. So ofcourse everyone including myself prayed hard and wished for the rain. Well wont you know it, it has come and in full blast!! so deafening you have to shout to tell your workmate something and it can get so cold!!

I am not complaining or regretting anything that has happened in my life. But all this rain has got me thinking, like the pussycat doll's song "be careful of what you wish for, coz you just might get it!" Are you ready for it? The question is... Are you ready for it?

I there anything you wished for and you got it and wondered why you wished for it? Share

Just Coz I Say So ;)

Nice and Cuddly

Finally the Heat has given way to the rain and boy has the weather changed. I on the other hand have embraced it with open arms. I am happy that we have some cold rather than the heat because it was gatting overratted. Just come back from work and it has been raining for the past two hours non-stop. Heading straight for bed after my warm cup of tea and honeyed bread to sink into some long kept unwatched movies till i sleep off. Yep happy and ending my day nice and cuddly!

Just Coz I Say So:)

Today was a Battle but the Lord Won

I have had a difficult day but it all started the day before. Dad gave me news that would put my plans for leaving for Australia in July, to leaving in Feb next year. I wanted to be finishing next year so that i could come back and get married but then I think that wont happen.

I had already made a decision in my life to think positive no matter what so I did my best to fight the negative emptions. through out the day I focused on what I had to do and i must say I was having a wonderful day.

Later in the evening my Older sister Shivon called me to join her and her friends for dinner and I was happy to join. To cut the long story short as we were leaving I forgot my Iphone 3G at the hotel where we had the dinner. I realised i didnt have it when I was at home and all was too late, the management did not find the phone where we had left it.

so the battle begun....



It was not easy and fighting the emotion that came with a loss of something you loved and had organised your life around was hard. I had to fight the depression and miserable thoughts with music, the bible and encouraging words and prayer. Again it was not easy to say goodbye but the material things of this earth will always go one way or the other. A song came to mind while I was in this state that i cant explain because I am out if it now but the song was It is Well with my sould. after watching the video below! I felt ashamed for pining over an Iphone i can always buy (despite the fact that my contacts, notes and all are gone) while i cannot always buy back life. Plus I am better than ruled by a gadget. (I wince when I say that because all who know me know am a gadget freak!)
anyway here is the song with its story enjoy and ponder on the words. they changed my day"!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8_EfDqF7YI